So ends another crazy month of Nanowrimo...

28 days, over 50,000 words and frustration, hair pulling and general discontented malcontent and maybe the occasional incontinence to boot but I am friggin DONE!!!!

....no real sense of SATISFIED accomplishment yet, I don't think reality has really set in. I've been slaving away at writing and all the words were as easy to pull out as shoveling quick set concrete that is 2/3 of the way set. It was a bit a struggle, and then I got embarrassed and had a hard time with that.

I'm sure I will feel some satisfaction later. I worked my ass off and neglected most everything else. And my house shows it.

Some of the writing became very personal and so sensitive, I couldn't stand it and I removed it from the blog. I just couldn't put something so intimate out there for all to see. It felt like I had no skin and was naked to the elements.

And besides, there was the other down side: my novel SUCKS!

But I finished the piece of shit in record time for me, lmao.

Happy Nanowrimo everybody!